Say sorry to your heart !!

Its time you should realize that things that are not fitting into your fist are bound to be abdicated now. Its foolish to bruise your fingers by clinging on to its hold. Let go. Your hands were meant to help you realize your dreams, those dreams that are there, sulking beneath your pillow every night. Look out for them, see if they still are trying to breathe. Give them some air. Examine the pain you've caused to yourself, i know someone has pricked you up a lot but if they are not sorry to you be sorry to yourself. Say sorry to your heart, see the innumerable pains you've given to the little pumping machine inside your body.
Its alright if you wish to cry now. The body has its mechanism of flushing out the waste when it starts causing trouble to your living. If you hate them, they still exist. Cry once and wipe them off. They don't deserve anymore of it. At the end of the day you have to sleep back on that very pillow and wait for the new morning to come.

~~ हर सवेरे को मालूम नहीं होती अपने होने की वजह
पर हर रोज़ की बेवजह अँधेरे पर फ़तेह कर लेता है ~~

just another post !!

TV series- How I met your Mother- Season 4 Episode 22 :

Future Ted- The great moments of your life wont necessarily be the things you do,

they'll also be things that happen to you.
I'm not saying you can't take action to affect the outcome of your life
You have to take action and you will...
but never forget that on any day, you could step out of the front door and your whole life can change forever.
The universe has a plan and that plan is always in motion.
A butterfly flaps its wing and it starts to rain.
Its a scary thought but it's also kind of wonderful.
All these little parts of the machine constantly working making sure that you end up exactly where you're supposed to be, exactly when you are supposed to be there.

The right place at the right time !!

Its a beautiful thought that himym gave me.We curse the moment when we do not land up where we wanted to go, maybe a movie that we could not catch up because of the last ticket that got sold off or a journey we could not travel on the projected day because we missed the train but you should know that everything that is happening has already been planned somewhere, all in our benefits. We tend to take time to realize this but then relax your life is being painted shades by shades by the best painter.
Maybe that movie was not worth spending that amount and that journey would not have taken us to the destination where we could find what we were looking for. There is a certain darkness needed to see the stars and this darkness should not be cursed.
Destiny plays a role in what we become but not as much as what we decide and do. One day we are what we want to be and other day what we had to be, but in both cases we have to play our part carefully because in the end we wont remember if it was destiny or action. It would be just what we have become and nothing else would matter.

A PARADISE...

Last night I was in a paradise

A little paradise where the tender plants of friendship were strong enough to withstand any wind of adversity

Where there were little hands working together to form a sand castle of their dreams but there was no harsh sea to destroy it.

Where small gestures of love could cure all the diseased relations

Where I never had to hurt my fingers collecting the broken pieces of trust I once had on someone

Where my actions proved to be an everlasting source of happiness

Where I never had to witness my beloved people walking away leaving my hand

Where I never had to wipe my tears to see two people who were walking with each other, move apart

My paradise had no place for harsh words, broken dreams and shattered feelings

Where every relation was at its best, brimming with happiness and no complaint box

Where there was an undo button to correct every mistake

Where every morning was a new start and every night was a peaceful reward for accomplished tasks of the day

This paradise which was far from the harsh world of reality we live in

That my paradise of dreams, a place I wish to go again and never to return back

I had a dream last night which was a happiness heap

I had a dream last night that I always wish to keep.

What went wrong is still unanswered !!

Is it the people that talk rubbish

or you who believed those rubbish talks.

Is it the priorities that have increased

or you who made something else more important

Is it the schedule that do not match

or the time that you don't spend together now

Has the mind got new things to think

or the heart does not care anymore

Is it the harsh words that were uttered

or the sweet feelings that are still unexpressed

What went wrong is still unanswered.

Be the author of your Life !!

Each one of you was born to create a story, the plot of which is not known beforehand but you have to keep on writing. You write it each day; page by page; adding and deleting characters as and how they come and go. In the process, you also become a part of their story and they give you a new chapter to write.

In the wind of years, one day among the piled up chapters in a worn out booklet you'll come through a chapter that'll make you wonder "Did I really do that?". Its totally fine to find a few more chapters like these because not all of them were meant to be read and re-read. They were the ones that were drafted haphazardly adulterated by story of a few wrong people. If they do not exist with you now, they were not meant to be written about anymore. Stop dragging people along with you, you'r wasting your energy. They'll tangle up your strings of thought. Instead go out, look around, you'll find a better person who'll give you better ink to write in and maybe a good ending too.
Be random. Randomness leads to positive energy. Someone may try to organize you up but then its your story and you do not need a proofreader for it. So, choose your font and format, pick up a brand new pen and start. Remember when writing your story, don't let anyone even touch your pen. Smile and take pride. I know you'll write good.

Some Goodbyes are not meant forever !!

Feelings have more things bottled up than words could ever scream out.
The very thought of not being anymore with someone who resides in a very special corner of heart scares us enough.The tied ribbons start loosening themselves.They have to go.They have to go, explore the world outside your world.
I talk of my seniors in college. Now that they are all set to fly away to their respective horizons,all i can do is to wish and hope the best for them. My ambigious thoughts keep making me smile and cry at the same time.What started with no hope of growing was feeded with love care and affection and now it needs all of that more and everyday. Ain't no sunshine when you are gone,how will the plant grow and breathe.
But then I know which ever part of the globe you reach, the memories we have created shall always remain inked in your mind.
Some Goodbyes are not meant forever !!

#On my mind - Seasons in the Sun by Westlife !!
we had joys
we had fun
we had seasons in the sun
but the wine and the song just like seasons have all gone.

A Piece of Thought

Time passes so that new time arrives.Its a moment of smile here and a tick of frown there but as a golden rule- the only thing constant in this world is "change".

When things seem to go all wrong and every bit of you seems ailing all that is needed is a believe that this will too pass because somewhere in this world there is a tiny caterpillar of happiness,still underdeveloped but growing everyday,every minute to open up its wings someday and fill your life with the colors of a butterfly.

Sometimes the knots of despair are too tight but there is always a pair of scissors strong enough to cut them apart, again a faith a needed that somehow all that is happening in your life is unfolding itself in your best interests.

The door to true happiness needs a gentle push inside.

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