We are all trapped in a Bubble !

Human mind is the most capricious thing. It thinks but decides as per the brooding of surroundings. Many times we've not let ourselves be what we actually want to be. There are hundreds of things that we think before doing something and this is when we start taking steps away from what was actually desired.

Our desires are pleasant to our soul but we act to please the world! Don’t you feel that you've always restricted your mind to fly...fly away to a world of unknown happiness. We are all trapped in a bubble of 'WHAT IFs' and 'MAYBEs' and the minute droplets of all the questions and their probable answers keep us from the air of blessedness around. Aren't we blessed enough with a mind that can take decisions for us? But why does all we decide involve the contemplation of people around. For once try to prick the bubble and do something that you've always wanted not what the people have made you do and then the “I” in you will be at peace! And now let me leave you with a lines by Kishor Kumar Ji.

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~~ कुछ‌ रीत जग की ऐसी है... हर सुबह की यहा शाम हुई
तू कौन है तॆरा क्या नाम है…. सीता भी यहा बदनाम‌ हुई
फिर क्यू सन्सार की बातॊ सॆ.. भीग गयॆ तॆरॆ नैना
कुछ तॊ लॊग कहॆगॆ लॊगॊ का काम है कॆह्ना ~~

Curtained !!

You say that girl speaks a lot..
maybe you could never see the thousands of unspoken feelings hidden in her eyes !
You wonder why does she laugh so much..
maybe you missed out on listening to the cries of pain that are still inside her !!
You see her mingling with everyone..
but you never saw how alone she feels at times,so deprived of someone who'll never let her go !!
You think how easy going her life is..
you've never faced the hardships she has to bear now and then !!
You question her versatility..
but you cannot answer the questions boggling her mind all the time !!
She fell down many times expecting a hand that would help her stand up again..
and she has carried the burden of unfulfilled expectations !!!
She has been hurt .. she has cried a lot..
but you'll never actually understand because she has learned how to curtain it from the world.

~~ काश कि उसकी आँखों में छुपा दर्द  तुम पढ़ पाते
वो बता कर भी क्या करे तुम सुनते तो हो पर सुन पाते ~~ 

Say sorry to your heart !!

Its time you should realize that things that are not fitting into your fist are bound to be abdicated now. Its foolish to bruise your fingers by clinging on to its hold. Let go. Your hands were meant to help you realize your dreams, those dreams that are there, sulking beneath your pillow every night. Look out for them, see if they still are trying to breathe. Give them some air. Examine the pain you've caused to yourself, i know someone has pricked you up a lot but if they are not sorry to you be sorry to yourself. Say sorry to your heart, see the innumerable pains you've given to the little pumping machine inside your body.
Its alright if you wish to cry now. The body has its mechanism of flushing out the waste when it starts causing trouble to your living. If you hate them, they still exist. Cry once and wipe them off. They don't deserve anymore of it. At the end of the day you have to sleep back on that very pillow and wait for the new morning to come.

~~ हर सवेरे को मालूम नहीं होती अपने होने की वजह
पर हर रोज़ की बेवजह अँधेरे पर फ़तेह कर लेता है ~~

just another post !!

TV series- How I met your Mother- Season 4 Episode 22 :

Future Ted- The great moments of your life wont necessarily be the things you do,

they'll also be things that happen to you.
I'm not saying you can't take action to affect the outcome of your life
You have to take action and you will...
but never forget that on any day, you could step out of the front door and your whole life can change forever.
The universe has a plan and that plan is always in motion.
A butterfly flaps its wing and it starts to rain.
Its a scary thought but it's also kind of wonderful.
All these little parts of the machine constantly working making sure that you end up exactly where you're supposed to be, exactly when you are supposed to be there.

The right place at the right time !!

Its a beautiful thought that himym gave me.We curse the moment when we do not land up where we wanted to go, maybe a movie that we could not catch up because of the last ticket that got sold off or a journey we could not travel on the projected day because we missed the train but you should know that everything that is happening has already been planned somewhere, all in our benefits. We tend to take time to realize this but then relax your life is being painted shades by shades by the best painter.
Maybe that movie was not worth spending that amount and that journey would not have taken us to the destination where we could find what we were looking for. There is a certain darkness needed to see the stars and this darkness should not be cursed.
Destiny plays a role in what we become but not as much as what we decide and do. One day we are what we want to be and other day what we had to be, but in both cases we have to play our part carefully because in the end we wont remember if it was destiny or action. It would be just what we have become and nothing else would matter.

A PARADISE...

Last night I was in a paradise

A little paradise where the tender plants of friendship were strong enough to withstand any wind of adversity

Where there were little hands working together to form a sand castle of their dreams but there was no harsh sea to destroy it.

Where small gestures of love could cure all the diseased relations

Where I never had to hurt my fingers collecting the broken pieces of trust I once had on someone

Where my actions proved to be an everlasting source of happiness

Where I never had to witness my beloved people walking away leaving my hand

Where I never had to wipe my tears to see two people who were walking with each other, move apart

My paradise had no place for harsh words, broken dreams and shattered feelings

Where every relation was at its best, brimming with happiness and no complaint box

Where there was an undo button to correct every mistake

Where every morning was a new start and every night was a peaceful reward for accomplished tasks of the day

This paradise which was far from the harsh world of reality we live in

That my paradise of dreams, a place I wish to go again and never to return back

I had a dream last night which was a happiness heap

I had a dream last night that I always wish to keep.

What went wrong is still unanswered !!

Is it the people that talk rubbish

or you who believed those rubbish talks.

Is it the priorities that have increased

or you who made something else more important

Is it the schedule that do not match

or the time that you don't spend together now

Has the mind got new things to think

or the heart does not care anymore

Is it the harsh words that were uttered

or the sweet feelings that are still unexpressed

What went wrong is still unanswered.

Be the author of your Life !!

Each one of you was born to create a story, the plot of which is not known beforehand but you have to keep on writing. You write it each day; page by page; adding and deleting characters as and how they come and go. In the process, you also become a part of their story and they give you a new chapter to write.

In the wind of years, one day among the piled up chapters in a worn out booklet you'll come through a chapter that'll make you wonder "Did I really do that?". Its totally fine to find a few more chapters like these because not all of them were meant to be read and re-read. They were the ones that were drafted haphazardly adulterated by story of a few wrong people. If they do not exist with you now, they were not meant to be written about anymore. Stop dragging people along with you, you'r wasting your energy. They'll tangle up your strings of thought. Instead go out, look around, you'll find a better person who'll give you better ink to write in and maybe a good ending too.
Be random. Randomness leads to positive energy. Someone may try to organize you up but then its your story and you do not need a proofreader for it. So, choose your font and format, pick up a brand new pen and start. Remember when writing your story, don't let anyone even touch your pen. Smile and take pride. I know you'll write good.