Take your time !

The only better healer than time is more time !!
There are times we feel bad about the things that had happened and our mind is filled up by somber shades and sunlit patches of memories and remains of what once appeared to be a perfect semblance of  everything true and right . To some extent we are successful in pushing away the past but the fact remains that anyone who has ever touched our life has left their fingerprints on the sands which will need the tides of time to wash them off. For every time when we felt that the everything just fell apart we kept a record but why did we not notice the tiny little reasons of happiness scattered all around us in the smiling flower or the color of sunset. The problem arises when we do not realize that we are more blessed than suffered and this is why we fail to find the most sought after "peace of mind".

There is no defined period you may need to shun the past and move on. It will take time or maybe the entire life time but it starts right when you really decide to pluck away the hanging dewdrops to memoirs. We try to desiccate the part of  our mind which still remembers the conversations and that togetherness  and eventually it happens. That was a false place where you did not belong, you thought the world is all good but Wake up Alice, it was just a wonderland !

Living in a world where you don't know who to trust !

Its not love we've lost faith in, its people that we are unable to trust ! In today's world the biggest risk lies in taking chance with a person, to let them have a part of us and believe that they'll take care of it ; But imagine walking to their door one day and finding that part lying among the refuse of the last day household garbage, it will be soon thrown away ! You regret the trust ! Remember the last evening when you stepped out of that door, exulted and full of joy, you thought every particle of the universe is doing its bit to keep up your smile and see today everything got reduced to the garbage pile! You pick it up...what do you do now?

What most of the times we do is we knocking up at that door once more, stepping in again hoping that the second chance may work ! We talk over it and soon we make up our mind to hand over the part again, fingers crossed ! Little do we realize that life isn't a fairy tale or a Bollywood movie !

Most of the torments in our life can be blamed upon the fact that we are hopelessly hopeful at times, hope is such a mysterious thing., it makes us do things that we know wont work up ; Everything doesn't deserve a second chance but the tough part is knowing what those things are ! Sometimes you have to give up on people not because you don't care but because they don't ! What takes to put an end is a thing as tiny as a full-stop ! After all the punctuations that have been tried here you go.

~~ खता तेरी समझा के तुझको खता हमने बार बार की
लम्हों की सिलवटों में चुप छुपा कर ख्वाहिशें हज़ार की
कल तक तो दुनिया के शोर में भी आवाज तुम्हारी थी यहीं 
और आज हवा की सरसराहट में ही पुकार हमारी खो गयी 
हाथ पकड़ कर वापस खींच लेते आज एक बार फिर से
पर उस साथ से बेहतर अब हमे तन्हाईयाँ स्वीकार थी~~

Say sorry to your heart !!

Its time you should realize that things that are not fitting into your fist are bound to be abdicated now. Its foolish to bruise your fingers by clinging on to its hold. Let go. Your hands were meant to help you realize your dreams, those dreams that are there, sulking beneath your pillow every night. Look out for them, see if they still are trying to breathe. Give them some air. Examine the pain you've caused to yourself, i know someone has pricked you up a lot but if they are not sorry to you be sorry to yourself. Say sorry to your heart, see the innumerable pains you've given to the little pumping machine inside your body.
Its alright if you wish to cry now. The body has its mechanism of flushing out the waste when it starts causing trouble to your living. If you hate them, they still exist. Cry once and wipe them off. They don't deserve anymore of it. At the end of the day you have to sleep back on that very pillow and wait for the new morning to come.

~~ हर सवेरे को मालूम नहीं होती अपने होने की वजह
पर हर रोज़ की बेवजह अँधेरे पर फ़तेह कर लेता है ~~